Enough (Explicit)

[00:00.00]Enough (Explicit) - Russ
[00:00.05]Composed by:A.J. Hall/Aaron Cheung/Russell Vitale
[00:00.11]Produced by:A.J. Hall/Aaron Paris/Russ
[00:00.22]Yeah
[00:00.68]I wasn't right within was lyin' tryna find a slim openin'
[00:03.68]To cope with grim realities of hopelessness
[00:05.70]The casualties of broken men unhappily devoted when
[00:08.56]They hit me all the walls were tryna kiss me they were closin' in
[00:11.07]I'm soakin' in a tub of how the **** did this all happen
[00:13.80]Can I fasten my seatbelt before the tree and me are wrapped in
[00:16.52]A blanket I can't escape
[00:17.63]But the brakes that I have ain't brakin'
[00:19.19]And the weight that I feel is achin'
[00:20.56]They say we don't feel the same ****
[00:21.74]The pain isn't real I'm famous
[00:23.19]The cage that I'm in is dangerous
[00:24.63]I'm chained the perception anxious
[00:26.00]Every day I'm faced the anguish
[00:27.43]Of fakin' and savin' faces so drainin' I pray it changes
[00:30.14]Self-hatred's an understatement for makin' the bed I lay in
[00:32.80]My faith and my patience shaken I'm cravin' a new awakenin'
[00:35.58]I'm chasin' myself I'm wavin'
[00:36.91]Complainin' that I'm evadin'
[00:38.28]Betrayin' myself was strainin'
[00:39.69]And slayed by my past I'm racin'
[00:41.14]That ancient indoctrination I'm blazin' whatever's failin'
[00:43.66]And scrapin' up the remainin' be shapin' my soul creatin'
[00:46.49]Embracin' the new foundation
[00:47.63]No swayin' no more decayin'
[00:49.23]The process of excavation surveillin' what needs replacin'
[00:51.88]This daily can't get complacent
[00:53.27]I'm takin' solo vacations
[00:54.59]I need solitude
[00:55.47]I think a bottle too many problems due
[00:57.63]To not wanting to upset my family plus I got the news
[01:00.34]That sadness ain't allowed from the same crowd that turns around
[01:03.01]And asks for sad songs tell me how
[01:04.92]'Cause as a man you cannot frown
[01:06.13]Don't make a sound just a stand up proud
[01:07.62]No one appreciatin' us until we're dead and underground
[01:10.27]It's no surprise that suicide is super high
[01:12.26]It's not unusual
[01:13.10]'Cause men know that they only get their flowers at their funeral
[01:15.90]We're hardenin' ourselves instead of gardennin' ourselves
[01:18.36]Suppressed emotions we're alone so now we're targetin' ourselves
[01:21.06]Don't wanna talk to out of pride in fear of comin' off weak
[01:23.81]Some women lookin' at you lesser if there's tears on your cheek
[01:26.54]But if there's tears tattooed that same girl is a freak
[01:29.27]So they attracted to the pain unless they hear the pain speak
[01:32.29]Society romanticizin' silent sufferers stoicism is sexy
[01:35.49]Unless he can't show that he ****s with her
[01:37.18]If that's your girl be done with her
[01:38.76]'Cause if you're numb to the pain
[01:40.16]Then you're numb to the pleasure
[01:41.58]Whether it's sun or it's rain to you it's all the same weather
[01:44.23]These days I'm better off retreated and reserved
[01:46.34]On a resort then re-emerge feelin' recharged and reassured that I'm
[01:50.41]Enough
[01:52.50]Erusaelp eth ot bmun er'uoy neht
[01:54.86]Flesym m'I ekil leef annaw I
[01:56.58]Erew sllaw eht lla em tih yeht nehw
[01:58.84]Wonk dluohs uoy evael I erofeb
[02:00.40]Uoy evol ot ysae
[02:01.94]Em esimorp
Enough (Explicit) - Russ
Composed by:A.J. Hall/Aaron Cheung/Russell Vitale
Produced by:A.J. Hall/Aaron Paris/Russ
Yeah
I wasn't right within was lyin' tryna find a slim openin'
To cope with grim realities of hopelessness
The casualties of broken men unhappily devoted when
They hit me all the walls were tryna kiss me they were closin' in
I'm soakin' in a tub of how the **** did this all happen
Can I fasten my seatbelt before the tree and me are wrapped in
A blanket I can't escape
But the brakes that I have ain't brakin'
And the weight that I feel is achin'
They say we don't feel the same ****
The pain isn't real I'm famous
The cage that I'm in is dangerous
I'm chained the perception anxious
Every day I'm faced the anguish
Of fakin' and savin' faces so drainin' I pray it changes
Self-hatred's an understatement for makin' the bed I lay in
My faith and my patience shaken I'm cravin' a new awakenin'
I'm chasin' myself I'm wavin'
Complainin' that I'm evadin'
Betrayin' myself was strainin'
And slayed by my past I'm racin'
That ancient indoctrination I'm blazin' whatever's failin'
And scrapin' up the remainin' be shapin' my soul creatin'
Embracin' the new foundation
No swayin' no more decayin'
The process of excavation surveillin' what needs replacin'
This daily can't get complacent
I'm takin' solo vacations
I need solitude
I think a bottle too many problems due
To not wanting to upset my family plus I got the news
That sadness ain't allowed from the same crowd that turns around
And asks for sad songs tell me how
'Cause as a man you cannot frown
Don't make a sound just a stand up proud
No one appreciatin' us until we're dead and underground
It's no surprise that suicide is super high
It's not unusual
'Cause men know that they only get their flowers at their funeral
We're hardenin' ourselves instead of gardennin' ourselves
Suppressed emotions we're alone so now we're targetin' ourselves
Don't wanna talk to out of pride in fear of comin' off weak
Some women lookin' at you lesser if there's tears on your cheek
But if there's tears tattooed that same girl is a freak
So they attracted to the pain unless they hear the pain speak
Society romanticizin' silent sufferers stoicism is sexy
Unless he can't show that he ****s with her
If that's your girl be done with her
'Cause if you're numb to the pain
Then you're numb to the pleasure
Whether it's sun or it's rain to you it's all the same weather
These days I'm better off retreated and reserved
On a resort then re-emerge feelin' recharged and reassured that I'm
Enough
Erusaelp eth ot bmun er'uoy neht
Flesym m'I ekil leef annaw I
Erew sllaw eht lla em tih yeht nehw
Wonk dluohs uoy evael I erofeb
Uoy evol ot ysae
Em esimorp