Wanna Be Myself (Explicit)

[00:00.15]G-Eazy - Wanna Be Myself
[00:00.83]Produced by：Felix Leone
[00:12.18]I just wanna do these drugs tonight
[00:14.97]'Cause I just wanna be myself
[00:18.25]I forgot how to be myself
[00:22.00]I just really miss myself
[00:24.74]I just wanna do these drugs tonight
[00:27.50]'Cause I just wanna be myself yeah
[00:31.05]I forgot how to be myself uh
[00:34.58]I just really miss myself somebody asked me yeah
[00:37.41]Somebody asked me
[00:38.74]What do you have outside of music that really makes you happy
[00:41.78]I thought about it and I ain't have no answer
[00:44.20]I started this sh*t ten years ago
[00:46.07]It was just me and my manager
[00:47.36]On the road doing any shows we was fillin' up this calendar
[00:50.51]But Matty's married now and it's a whole 'nothеr chapter
[00:53.57]While I'm in Gerryland I'm still here wildin' as a bachelor
[00:56.65]Woke up next to a stranger what's her name
[00:58.79]I had to ask her
[00:59.89]She prolly thinks I got it all
[01:01.50]But it's pain behind this laughter
[01:02.92]Hungover the morning after close my drapes make it blackout
[01:05.91]Tryna put the pieces together from last night when I blacked out
[01:09.11]On LSD had a convo with my brother it brought a lot up
[01:12.47]See I don't ever take the uniform off
[01:14.17]And now I'm clocked out
[01:15.22]I just wanna do these drugs tonight
[01:17.69]'Cause I just wanna be myself
[01:21.04]I forgot how to be myself
[01:24.81]I just really miss myself
[01:27.36]I just wanna do these drugs tonight
[01:30.23]'Cause I just wanna be myself
[01:33.60]I forgot how to be myself yeah
[01:37.28]I just really miss myself yeah
[01:40.07]Coming down in my room all alone listenin' to Mac
[01:42.95]Last time he text me
[01:44.00]I was f**ked up forgot didn't hit him back
[01:46.02]Wish I could have spoken up man
[01:47.68]I just want my brother back
[01:49.05]But I mean who am I to talk bro
[01:51.04]I'm still living like that
[01:52.38]They'll never understand what it's like to be a artist
[01:55.38]Make some sh*t
[01:56.15]I don't feel yes men tell me it's the hardest
[01:58.65]They just wanna keep their jobs stay on my good side
[02:01.04]Keep their office
[02:01.81]Keep us on the road and no commission or the profits
[02:04.93]Now everything is peachy and yeah I feel Avici
[02:07.96]Fifty thousand watching me
[02:09.30]But I swear don't nobody see me
[02:11.08]But it's rich people problems it's stamps all in my passport
[02:14.40]My mama telling me that
[02:15.90]This is everything you asked for
[02:17.47]What you want
[02:18.21]I just wanna do these drugs tonight
[02:20.39]'Cause I just wanna be myself
[02:23.72]I forgot how to be myself
[02:26.59]How to be myself
[02:27.60]I just really miss myself
[02:29.55]Great mind great mind
[02:30.56]I just wanna do these drugs tonight
[02:32.91]'Cause I just wanna be myself
[02:36.24]I forgot how to be myself yeah
[02:39.64]I just really miss myself
[02:42.54]My anxiety increases the higher that I climb
[02:45.82]I thought this sh*t would get easier
[02:47.48]Easier with time
[02:48.93]I'm happy in my mind but at least I tell myself that
[02:52.00]Guess I'm damaged goods I cannot help that
[02:55.29]Drugs take the edge off hide inside my comfort zone
[02:58.57]Different girl every night
[02:59.90]But worry I'mma die alone
[03:01.72]Me against the world
[03:02.97]Can't decide now what side I'm on
[03:04.80]Miss my family but act like I can't even dial a phone
[03:07.96]Cheated on my girl I felt like sh*t
[03:09.90]And then I sped off
[03:10.96]Crept in the crib quiet shower took my wide cell off
[03:14.04]She woke up grab my d**k
[03:15.37]I couldn't help it had to get off
[03:17.19]And if she gave me head
[03:18.37]Felt like I wanna blow my head off
[03:20.27]Think everybody cheats everybody will
[03:23.59]Everybody leaves but these drugs never will
[03:26.67]I know that sounds f**ked up
[03:27.96]But in the end it's real
[03:29.58]'Til I'm lost on a bender askin' myself can I chill
[03:32.74]This scale here will measure
[03:34.28]Five hundred pounds of pressure
[03:35.86]The only thing to alleviate it is a stash in the dresser
[03:39.06]Illuminate my ugly you really sure you love me
[03:42.21]You deserve to know the truth
[03:43.84]Decide now what you think of me
[03:45.42]I just wanna do these drugs tonight
[03:48.30]'Cause I just wanna be myself
[03:51.71]I forgot how to be myself
[03:55.15]I just really miss myself
[03:57.87]I just wanna do these drugs tonight
[04:00.70]'Cause I just wanna be myself
[04:04.02]I forgot how to be myself yeah
[04:07.70]I just really miss myself