Lonely Child

[00:00.00]Pipe that **** up, TNT
[00:02.06]I just wanna be loved
[00:04.61]D-Mac on the ****in' track
[00:06.46]Don’t nobody understand me though
[00:09.70]Tahj Money
[00:13.29]The way I came in the game
[00:15.58]The image that I had put out
[00:18.06]They wouldn't expect me to have feelings
[00:19.76]Know it probably don't seem like it
[00:21.77]That’s why they talk about me
[00:23.34]Like I ain't human, but we all is
[00:25.31]But I'm still being me
[00:28.05]I'm still in the streets
[00:29.44]And I'm still thuggin'
[00:30.40]Until them *****s put me under, yeah
[00:32.27]That's how we livin' and that's how we going out,
[00:34.51]You hear me? Open your mouth
[00:37.37]I say, mama, I'm so sorry
[00:39.84]I got ice burned where my heart at
[00:43.27]On the road where I had it hard at
[00:46.56]How I'm chosen? I'm so heartless, so, so heartless
[00:51.22]I ain't know my age, he was 16, they killed Lil Dave
[00:54.08]Mind in a rage, I'm way too young to feel this pain
[00:56.99]I ain't know how to fade,
[00:58.17]But I dove in 'cause I'm a man
[01:00.31]I love that girl to death,
[01:01.57]As we get old, our feelings change
[01:03.91]I pay for therapy because my thoughts ahead of me
[01:06.67]They keep on draggin' me,
[01:07.87]I play for keeps, they scared of me
[01:09.84]I cannot barely, can barely sleep or even breathe
[01:13.14]I cannot hold on without you on side of me
[01:16.19]I never knew this fame would take the ones
[01:18.39]I love from ‘way from me
[01:19.55]I wanna see Kacey bad,
[01:20.89]But I can't seem to call Nene
[01:22.56]Go in with no pen and pad,
[01:24.17]I got this **** right on my sleeve
[01:25.79]Right now my candle burning wax,
[01:27.30]I'm feelin' like it's burnin' me
[01:29.03]I'm just a lonely child
[01:30.56]Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah
[01:36.06]Take this pain away, this pain away
[01:37.93]Because my head been runnin' wild, wild
[01:41.22]I fell in love with Kaylyn,
[01:43.35]Without even knowin' this ***** done snaked me
[01:45.52]I'm missin' Yaya daily,
[01:46.31]The one who don't make me feel basic
[01:48.11]Happiness I'm chasin',
[01:49.58]While killers behind me tryna blank me
[01:51.59]You don't know what I'm feelin'
[01:52.84]Or what I'm thinkin' and you can't change me
[01:54.94]I miss my ****in' daddy,
[01:55.90]I've been callin' Montana my father
[01:57.68]Times been gettin' harder
[01:59.14]I came from nothing, now *****, I'm royal
[02:01.29]I call Monique my mama, but Lord knows I need Sheronda
[02:04.37]I don't need no commas,
[02:05.47]I'm feeling like I'm going under
[02:07.43]My paw-paw getting old,
[02:08.72]And once he gone, I'm on my own
[02:10.55]Right now I'm all alone,
[02:11.92]I pray that grandmom keep me strong
[02:13.84]Can't even leave my home,
[02:15.00]My bracelet beeping plus I'm down
[02:17.10]I just wan' be gone, my son straight, my money long
[02:20.27]Tell me what you feelin',
[02:21.38]I hope that I can help you out
[02:23.28]My youngins in that North,
[02:24.68]I pray that y'all gon' make it out
[02:26.52]These ******* comin' 'round,
[02:27.84]And they don't even like my songs
[02:29.71]I'll burn up the town,
[02:31.14]Before them *****s bust my dome
[02:32.94]I wish that I can hear Dump say,
[02:34.87]"What up, lil brother," one more time
[02:36.48]We killing **** and plus we dying
[02:38.52]I'm gon' go off behind my brother,
[02:40.88]**** this charge, I slang that iron
[02:42.87]Before he go and I don't ride
[02:45.04]I'm just a lonely child
[02:47.63]Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah
[02:52.89]Take this pain away, this pain away
[02:54.72]Because my head been runnin' wild, wild
[02:58.01]I'm just a lonely child
[03:01.44]Who need someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah
[03:05.64]Take this pain away, my pain away
[03:07.57]Because my thoughts been runnin' wild
[03:10.76]Oh, oh Lord
[03:14.31]I need some help because my life been real hard
[03:17.35]The way I approached the game, it seem that I'm hard
[03:20.48]But I got feelings too just like a lil' boy, oh Lord
[03:26.90]I'm a grandmom baby