stable life

[00:00.34]Dhruv - stable life
[00:01.13]Written by：Dhruv Sharma、Sam Ricci
[00:15.79]I seem to always make a fool of myself
[00:22.42]I spend my nights alone
[00:29.13]Can't stop to face the truth 'bout myself
[00:33.27]Because everyone's always on the go
[00:39.64]Yeah in two years you'll be finding a lover
[00:45.95]And in ten I'll just be finding my feet
[00:52.19]And I see wedding bands sonograms
[00:56.00]In your life and times but
[00:58.44]All I see for me is grey
[01:04.22]Was I really made for that stable life though
[01:08.36]Stable life though
[01:10.80]I can't go on with that stable life though
[01:14.41]Stable life though
[01:17.11]No matter how hard I try
[01:20.46]I never picture it like how you see your stable life
[01:32.68]I have a hard time enjoying myself
[01:39.25]I'm watching everyone smile around me
[01:45.43]They go home with their boyfriends
[01:48.06]They go home with their friends
[01:50.10]And I'm left to my idle thoughts once again
[01:56.47]And in five years you'll move back to this city
[02:02.71]Where I never felt like I was enough
[02:09.22]Buy that house with the brick patio
[02:12.64]Three roads down from where you and I grew up
[02:21.12]Was I really made for that stable life though
[02:25.07]Stable life though
[02:27.44]And I can't go on with that stable life though
[02:31.05]Stable life though
[02:33.94]No matter how hard I try
[02:36.97]I never picture it like how you see your stable life yeah
[02:48.07]You're the girl next door girl next door
[02:51.43]The one my parents adore parents adore
[02:54.19]They secretly hoped we were more
[02:57.28]But you're just the girl next door