I Love You Boy (Explicit)
[00:00.00]I Love You Boy (Explicit) - Russ
[00:00.16]Composed by：Philip Chang/Blest Jones/Aaron Cheung/Russell Vitale
[00:00.42]Produced by：Aaron Paris/UNKWN/Blessed Jones/Russ
[00:00.64]I love you boy
[00:04.22]Run before they kill you run
[00:11.78]I love you boy
[00:15.12]Run before they kill you run
[00:19.63]Yeah
[00:20.97]You grew up in a environment that was hostile and got wild
[00:24.82]Arguments you heard as a small child had an effect
[00:27.71]That left you with a lot to undo
[00:29.53]Your first words was screamin' at your mom sayin' **** you
[00:32.25]Imagine the visual diaper on already dealin' with the residual
[00:36.43]Effects of an explosive father figure was difficult
[00:39.30]Mama was miserable his love felt conditional
[00:41.73]You better be perfect otherwise he'll be hypocritical
[00:44.53]Belittle you 'til you nothin' yeah hurts to listen
[00:46.98]Neither parent knew how to regulate the nervous system
[00:49.82]That was reactive mom was fatalistic
[00:52.38]No one to protect you grandfather paid a visit
[00:55.09]To take you and your siblings and your mama far away
[00:57.52]Twenty-nine years later she regrets that she stayed
[01:00.28]You were doomed from the start
[01:01.68]You were hurt and ostracized
[01:03.17]There's a wound in your heart survival mode you traumatized for real
[01:07.02]I love you boy I love you
[01:10.22]Run before they kill you run
[01:17.83]I love you boy
[01:21.31]Run before they kill you run
[01:26.58]Yeah
[01:27.33]The monster you created to protect the kid in you is hard to manage
[01:30.97]Supreme confidence deep cripplin' insecurity
[01:33.58]The damage that's been done is explicit and abusive and a critic
[01:36.99]Nothin' that you ever do is really good enough is it
[01:39.71]You didn't get validation from your dad
[01:41.72]So you replaced him with the industry and started to rap
[01:44.27]You wanted praise and acknowledgement and picked a profession that
[01:47.35]People who look like you don't get
[01:48.68]Now the range of accomplishments
[01:49.97]Bein' ignored authoritative outside force
[01:52.76]That you yet again apparently aren't good enough for
[01:55.58]All fueled you your need to be liked and feel wanted consumed you
[01:59.12]That's why you call a chick every night to come do you
[02:02.00]Only to be left feelin' less than before
[02:04.73]Didn't have the tools to manage stress you at war
[02:07.38]With yourself you need love
[02:08.85]Drinkin' to forget that bein' you is not enough
[02:11.61]Overcompensatin' in interviews tryna prove that you right
[02:14.74]Maybe then you'll be liked
[02:16.16]Tryna prove you're worthy of approval you weren't shown in your home
[02:19.46]I'm sorry that I ever left you all alone
[02:23.98]I love you boy I'm sorry
[02:27.42]Run before they kill you run
[02:34.94]I love you boy
[02:38.50]Run before they kill you run
[02:43.40]Yeah
[02:44.81]You deserve a pat on the back and a round of applause
[02:47.73]The sound of this song makes you think I'm not proud but you wrong
[02:50.38]Look how far you took it international bookings
[02:52.55]You gave your family a cushion
[02:53.91]And through the hate you kept pushin'
[02:55.41]Knew you had people lookin' up to you
[02:56.97]You held your composure
[02:57.98]As hell moved close to you you a soldier
[02:59.91]It's a shock that you were ever sober
[03:01.59]I never told you how I feel I apologize
[03:04.03]Lot of guys would've folded I guess I'm not surprised
[03:06.55]You prophesized this from the get go
[03:08.30]Anything you wanted went and got it 'cause you said so
[03:11.06]Packs of women fightin' over you like Shevchenko
[03:13.84]Seven figure checks private jets
[03:15.47]Your best friends know your character
[03:17.25]You proved that by sharin' your successes and blessings
[03:20.01]But when you hurt we hurt
[03:21.58]Breakdowns mean that it's time for a rebirth so
[03:24.56]You carried me as far as you could go
[03:26.50]Now it's time to say goodbye before I leave
[03:28.66]You should know though yeah
[03:30.20]I love you boy
[03:33.70]Run before they kill you run
[03:41.25]I love you boy
[03:44.66]Run before they kill you run
[00:00.16]Composed by：Philip Chang/Blest Jones/Aaron Cheung/Russell Vitale
[00:00.42]Produced by：Aaron Paris/UNKWN/Blessed Jones/Russ
[00:00.64]I love you boy
[00:04.22]Run before they kill you run
[00:11.78]I love you boy
[00:15.12]Run before they kill you run
[00:19.63]Yeah
[00:20.97]You grew up in a environment that was hostile and got wild
[00:24.82]Arguments you heard as a small child had an effect
[00:27.71]That left you with a lot to undo
[00:29.53]Your first words was screamin' at your mom sayin' **** you
[00:32.25]Imagine the visual diaper on already dealin' with the residual
[00:36.43]Effects of an explosive father figure was difficult
[00:39.30]Mama was miserable his love felt conditional
[00:41.73]You better be perfect otherwise he'll be hypocritical
[00:44.53]Belittle you 'til you nothin' yeah hurts to listen
[00:46.98]Neither parent knew how to regulate the nervous system
[00:49.82]That was reactive mom was fatalistic
[00:52.38]No one to protect you grandfather paid a visit
[00:55.09]To take you and your siblings and your mama far away
[00:57.52]Twenty-nine years later she regrets that she stayed
[01:00.28]You were doomed from the start
[01:01.68]You were hurt and ostracized
[01:03.17]There's a wound in your heart survival mode you traumatized for real
[01:07.02]I love you boy I love you
[01:10.22]Run before they kill you run
[01:17.83]I love you boy
[01:21.31]Run before they kill you run
[01:26.58]Yeah
[01:27.33]The monster you created to protect the kid in you is hard to manage
[01:30.97]Supreme confidence deep cripplin' insecurity
[01:33.58]The damage that's been done is explicit and abusive and a critic
[01:36.99]Nothin' that you ever do is really good enough is it
[01:39.71]You didn't get validation from your dad
[01:41.72]So you replaced him with the industry and started to rap
[01:44.27]You wanted praise and acknowledgement and picked a profession that
[01:47.35]People who look like you don't get
[01:48.68]Now the range of accomplishments
[01:49.97]Bein' ignored authoritative outside force
[01:52.76]That you yet again apparently aren't good enough for
[01:55.58]All fueled you your need to be liked and feel wanted consumed you
[01:59.12]That's why you call a chick every night to come do you
[02:02.00]Only to be left feelin' less than before
[02:04.73]Didn't have the tools to manage stress you at war
[02:07.38]With yourself you need love
[02:08.85]Drinkin' to forget that bein' you is not enough
[02:11.61]Overcompensatin' in interviews tryna prove that you right
[02:14.74]Maybe then you'll be liked
[02:16.16]Tryna prove you're worthy of approval you weren't shown in your home
[02:19.46]I'm sorry that I ever left you all alone
[02:23.98]I love you boy I'm sorry
[02:27.42]Run before they kill you run
[02:34.94]I love you boy
[02:38.50]Run before they kill you run
[02:43.40]Yeah
[02:44.81]You deserve a pat on the back and a round of applause
[02:47.73]The sound of this song makes you think I'm not proud but you wrong
[02:50.38]Look how far you took it international bookings
[02:52.55]You gave your family a cushion
[02:53.91]And through the hate you kept pushin'
[02:55.41]Knew you had people lookin' up to you
[02:56.97]You held your composure
[02:57.98]As hell moved close to you you a soldier
[02:59.91]It's a shock that you were ever sober
[03:01.59]I never told you how I feel I apologize
[03:04.03]Lot of guys would've folded I guess I'm not surprised
[03:06.55]You prophesized this from the get go
[03:08.30]Anything you wanted went and got it 'cause you said so
[03:11.06]Packs of women fightin' over you like Shevchenko
[03:13.84]Seven figure checks private jets
[03:15.47]Your best friends know your character
[03:17.25]You proved that by sharin' your successes and blessings
[03:20.01]But when you hurt we hurt
[03:21.58]Breakdowns mean that it's time for a rebirth so
[03:24.56]You carried me as far as you could go
[03:26.50]Now it's time to say goodbye before I leave
[03:28.66]You should know though yeah
[03:30.20]I love you boy
[03:33.70]Run before they kill you run
[03:41.25]I love you boy
[03:44.66]Run before they kill you run
I Love You Boy (Explicit) - Russ
Composed by：Philip Chang/Blest Jones/Aaron Cheung/Russell Vitale
Produced by：Aaron Paris/UNKWN/Blessed Jones/Russ
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
Yeah
You grew up in a environment that was hostile and got wild
Arguments you heard as a small child had an effect
That left you with a lot to undo
Your first words was screamin' at your mom sayin' **** you
Imagine the visual diaper on already dealin' with the residual
Effects of an explosive father figure was difficult
Mama was miserable his love felt conditional
You better be perfect otherwise he'll be hypocritical
Belittle you 'til you nothin' yeah hurts to listen
Neither parent knew how to regulate the nervous system
That was reactive mom was fatalistic
No one to protect you grandfather paid a visit
To take you and your siblings and your mama far away
Twenty-nine years later she regrets that she stayed
You were doomed from the start
You were hurt and ostracized
There's a wound in your heart survival mode you traumatized for real
I love you boy I love you
Run before they kill you run
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
Yeah
The monster you created to protect the kid in you is hard to manage
Supreme confidence deep cripplin' insecurity
The damage that's been done is explicit and abusive and a critic
Nothin' that you ever do is really good enough is it
You didn't get validation from your dad
So you replaced him with the industry and started to rap
You wanted praise and acknowledgement and picked a profession that
People who look like you don't get
Now the range of accomplishments
Bein' ignored authoritative outside force
That you yet again apparently aren't good enough for
All fueled you your need to be liked and feel wanted consumed you
That's why you call a chick every night to come do you
Only to be left feelin' less than before
Didn't have the tools to manage stress you at war
With yourself you need love
Drinkin' to forget that bein' you is not enough
Overcompensatin' in interviews tryna prove that you right
Maybe then you'll be liked
Tryna prove you're worthy of approval you weren't shown in your home
I'm sorry that I ever left you all alone
I love you boy I'm sorry
Run before they kill you run
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
Yeah
You deserve a pat on the back and a round of applause
The sound of this song makes you think I'm not proud but you wrong
Look how far you took it international bookings
You gave your family a cushion
And through the hate you kept pushin'
Knew you had people lookin' up to you
You held your composure
As hell moved close to you you a soldier
It's a shock that you were ever sober
I never told you how I feel I apologize
Lot of guys would've folded I guess I'm not surprised
You prophesized this from the get go
Anything you wanted went and got it 'cause you said so
Packs of women fightin' over you like Shevchenko
Seven figure checks private jets
Your best friends know your character
You proved that by sharin' your successes and blessings
But when you hurt we hurt
Breakdowns mean that it's time for a rebirth so
You carried me as far as you could go
Now it's time to say goodbye before I leave
You should know though yeah
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
Composed by：Philip Chang/Blest Jones/Aaron Cheung/Russell Vitale
Produced by：Aaron Paris/UNKWN/Blessed Jones/Russ
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
Yeah
You grew up in a environment that was hostile and got wild
Arguments you heard as a small child had an effect
That left you with a lot to undo
Your first words was screamin' at your mom sayin' **** you
Imagine the visual diaper on already dealin' with the residual
Effects of an explosive father figure was difficult
Mama was miserable his love felt conditional
You better be perfect otherwise he'll be hypocritical
Belittle you 'til you nothin' yeah hurts to listen
Neither parent knew how to regulate the nervous system
That was reactive mom was fatalistic
No one to protect you grandfather paid a visit
To take you and your siblings and your mama far away
Twenty-nine years later she regrets that she stayed
You were doomed from the start
You were hurt and ostracized
There's a wound in your heart survival mode you traumatized for real
I love you boy I love you
Run before they kill you run
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
Yeah
The monster you created to protect the kid in you is hard to manage
Supreme confidence deep cripplin' insecurity
The damage that's been done is explicit and abusive and a critic
Nothin' that you ever do is really good enough is it
You didn't get validation from your dad
So you replaced him with the industry and started to rap
You wanted praise and acknowledgement and picked a profession that
People who look like you don't get
Now the range of accomplishments
Bein' ignored authoritative outside force
That you yet again apparently aren't good enough for
All fueled you your need to be liked and feel wanted consumed you
That's why you call a chick every night to come do you
Only to be left feelin' less than before
Didn't have the tools to manage stress you at war
With yourself you need love
Drinkin' to forget that bein' you is not enough
Overcompensatin' in interviews tryna prove that you right
Maybe then you'll be liked
Tryna prove you're worthy of approval you weren't shown in your home
I'm sorry that I ever left you all alone
I love you boy I'm sorry
Run before they kill you run
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
Yeah
You deserve a pat on the back and a round of applause
The sound of this song makes you think I'm not proud but you wrong
Look how far you took it international bookings
You gave your family a cushion
And through the hate you kept pushin'
Knew you had people lookin' up to you
You held your composure
As hell moved close to you you a soldier
It's a shock that you were ever sober
I never told you how I feel I apologize
Lot of guys would've folded I guess I'm not surprised
You prophesized this from the get go
Anything you wanted went and got it 'cause you said so
Packs of women fightin' over you like Shevchenko
Seven figure checks private jets
Your best friends know your character
You proved that by sharin' your successes and blessings
But when you hurt we hurt
Breakdowns mean that it's time for a rebirth so
You carried me as far as you could go
Now it's time to say goodbye before I leave
You should know though yeah
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
I love you boy
Run before they kill you run
