That Was Me (Explicit)

[00:00.15]Russ - That Was Me (Explicit)
[00:00.84]Composed by：Russell Vitale
[00:24.22]You know that was me stayin' up puttin' work in
[00:27.01]Makin' sure my family was good we were hurtin'
[00:30.09]Dad lost his job bank tried to take the house
[00:33.08]Mom lost her mind I was tryin' to make it out
[00:36.16]You know that was me who came through when it mattered
[00:39.26]You know that was me turnin' loss into laughter
[00:42.39]Divvy up the cash makin' sure we all eat
[00:45.35]Bring us all together makin' sure we all speak
[00:48.74]Wasn't gettin' sleep I was focused on the prize
[00:51.57]Heavy smokin' weed drinkin' liquor every night
[00:54.60]The girl I was in love with wasn't just for me
[00:57.53]I tried to show her things she didn't wanna see
[01:00.66]My parents were embarrassed hated seein' them like that
[01:03.69]They carried me this far it's time I put 'em on my back
[01:06.78]My songs are breakin' through my car was breakin' down
[01:09.81]Yeah the pressure grew I had to make it now
[01:13.00]The awkward conversations and the fights increase
[01:16.03]The days were chaotic so the nights were my peace
[01:19.18]Locked in like woah-oh-oh
[01:22.87]Woah
[01:24.29]Woah
[01:25.70]You know that was me stayin' up puttin' work in
[01:28.48]Makin' sure my family was good we were hurtin'
[01:31.51]Dad lost his job bank tried to take the house
[01:34.59]Mom lost her mind I was tryin' to make it out
[01:37.68]You know that was me who came through when it mattered
[01:40.76]You know that was me turnin' loss into laughter
[01:43.84]Divvy up the cash makin' sure we all eat
[01:46.82]Bring us all together makin' sure we all speak
[01:50.16]Tried to keep the peace I was hidin' how I felt
[01:53.04]Only twenty-three takin' care of things myself
[01:56.08]Payin' all the bills everyone was broke
[01:59.17]All the while still tryin' to be the GOAT
[02:02.46]I'm lonely all the time but I've always held my tongue
[02:05.40]It's been six years since I was a brother or a son
[02:08.48]My father lost his voice he knows money speaks
[02:11.41]He didn't have a choice had to come to me
[02:14.75]The awkward conversations and the fights increase
[02:17.73]The days were chaotic so the nights were my peace
[02:20.77]Locked in like woah-oh-oh
[02:24.81]Woah
[02:25.77]Woah
[02:27.14]You know that was me stayin' up puttin' work in
[02:30.02]Makin' sure my family was good we were hurtin'
[02:33.11]Dad lost his job bank tried to take the house
[02:36.19]Mom lost her mind I was tryin' to make it out
[02:39.18]You know that was me who came through when it mattered
[02:42.36]You know that was me turnin' loss into laughter
[02:45.40]Divvy up the cash makin' sure we all eat
[02:48.43]Bring us all together makin' sure we all speak
[02:51.51]Cut off everybody I ain't got no time to party
[02:54.81]Tryin' to get these fans and build a motherfxxkin' army
[02:57.69]'Cause no one's gon' save us but me so I got us
[03:00.82]I said that I would I gotta keep my promise
[03:03.65]Yeah
[03:04.00]Missed out on a lot yeah my 20s were a blur
[03:06.78]My mind was always focused on the future that's for sure
[03:09.92]But I sacrificed yet again and again
[03:12.76]To make sure my fam doesn't go through that again
[03:16.20]For real
[03:17.91]Ooh-oh I've been on my own my own
[03:28.24]Ooh-oh
[03:30.01]Ooh-oh I've been on my own my own
[03:40.54]Ooh-oh
[03:41.10]You know that was me stayin' up puttin' work in
[03:43.79]Makin' sure my family was good we were hurtin'
[03:46.87]Dad lost his job bank tried to take the house
[03:49.96]Mom lost her mind I was tryin' to make it out
[03:53.04]You know that was me who came through when it mattered
[03:56.08]You know that was me turnin' loss into laughter
[03:59.16]Divvy up the cash makin' sure we all eat
[04:02.25]Bring us all together makin' sure we all speak