PARALYZED

[00:02.31]Dark or light don't matter when you're feeling like me
[00:05.83]I could be on stage or hiding under the sheets
[00:09.48]Come a little closer, let you catch my disease
[00:12.75]Sick of wanting to scream, hold on!
[00:16.05]Feeling kinda freaked out, is this called insecure?
[00:20.19]I had all the pieces, all my ducks in row
[00:23.87]Now I'm looking out I don't know where I should go
[00:27.18]What is there left to do?
[00:29.55]Hold on!
[00:30.72]I don't really get why I'm holding on
[00:32.52]When I really want to let go
[00:34.33]But my brain rejects to the things I want to forget
[00:36.59]I cannot say no
[00:37.82]I don't understand, this seems underhand
[00:39.45]Hell, who's side am I even on?
[00:41.38]But my brain rejects and I can't forget
[00:43.14]Even though I want to let go
[00:45.54]Are you even listening?
[00:46.53]I'm sick of these feelings
[00:48.18]They're wrapping and trapping me
[00:49.75]They're dragging me
[00:50.93]And I can't get free
[00:52.01]Are you even listening?
[00:53.04]I'm sick of these feelings
[00:54.38]They're grabbing and stabbing me
[00:55.54]Changing reality
[00:59.15]Paralyzed
[01:00.70]Fight or flight
[01:01.87]I'm paralyzed
[01:04.07]And out of time
[01:05.89]And nothing's right
[01:07.59]But did I try?
[01:09.29]When I'm paralyzed
[01:13.26]Paralyzed
[01:14.88]Fight or flight
[01:16.16]I'm paralyzed
[01:18.40]And out of time
[01:20.23]And nothing's right
[01:22.23]But did I try?
[01:23.75]When I'm paralyzed
[01:28.35]I am always trying
[01:29.80]But the pieces are wrong
[01:31.66]Never click together, never coming in strong
[01:35.45]Stared into the mirror, left me feeling alone
[01:38.70]I just want to go home
[01:41.06]Hold on!
[01:41.95]I don't really get
[01:43.14]Why I'm holding on when I really want to let go
[01:45.80]But my brain rejects to the things I want to forget
[01:48.15]I cannot say no
[01:49.26]I don't understand, this seems underhand
[01:50.61]Hell, who's side am I even on?
[01:52.93]But my brain rejects
[01:53.96]And I can't forget
[01:55.08]Even though I want to let go
[01:57.10]Are you even listening?
[01:58.70]I'm sick of these feelings
[01:59.86]They're wrapping and trapping me
[02:01.25]They're dragging me
[02:02.18]And I can't get free
[02:03.57]Are you even listening?
[02:04.66]I'm sick of these feelings
[02:05.92]They're grabbing and stabbing me
[02:07.04]Changing reality
[02:10.72]Paralyzed
[02:12.43]Fight or flight
[02:13.52]I'm paralyzed
[02:15.82]And out of time
[02:17.46]And nothing's right
[02:19.38]But did I try?
[02:20.87]When I'm paralyzed
[02:24.80]Paralyzed
[02:26.55]Fight or flight
[02:27.88]I'm paralyzed
[02:30.10]And out of time
[02:31.75]And nothing's right
[02:33.45]But did I try?
[02:35.20]When I'm paralyzed