dont let me go (Explicit)

[00:00.00]Machine Gun Kelly - dont let me go (Explicit)
[00:01.73]Lyrics by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
[00:03.45]Composed by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker
[00:05.20]Produced by：SlimXX/BazeXX/mgk
[00:15.12]Lately my thoughts eating me alive
[00:17.53]Laid in the bed
[00:18.17]Thinkin' maybe the hate'll finally go away if I'm not alive
[00:21.64]Wish I didn't listen
[00:22.61]Just like I wish they would understand me one time
[00:25.40]I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line
[00:29.31]Everything's just fine
[00:30.33]Slippin' again
[00:31.16]There I go slippin' again I'm actin' different again
[00:33.95]I see my family's reflection
[00:35.36]Every time I look in the cup and I sip it again
[00:37.72]After this ends
[00:38.77]Tell me after all this ends
[00:40.16]Will I be mentioned again
[00:41.59]Why do I care
[00:42.58]If in the end it's just me and God like I'm Christian again
[00:46.71]Yeah
[00:48.06]Slim bring the beat in
[00:49.15]Before my dad left this Earth
[00:50.55]He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want
[00:52.95]I was supposed to die at birth
[00:54.39]Gave me a chance and I ****** it up give me another one
[00:56.68]Mm
[00:56.96]I've been runnin' from
[00:58.18]Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted 'em
[01:00.68]I just called ma said I forgive her
[01:02.76]For not bein' there when I needed one
[01:06.56]I'm comin' back just let me go
[01:10.46]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
[01:14.19]I'm comin' back just let me go
[01:18.02]I'm comin' back don't let me go
[01:20.13]Who am I when the music stops
[01:22.02]And the character that I been playin'
[01:23.58]Is really just broken and ******* lost
[01:25.83]I swear I've been tellin' you
[01:26.95]Over and over again in all of these songs
[01:29.56]But they don't hear nothin' I'm writin'
[01:31.10]'Cause they're too busy tryna write me off
[01:33.16]And they go on and on and on
[01:34.84]It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked
[01:37.24]You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable
[01:39.39]'Cause I blocked it off
[01:41.07]I got trust issues growin' up
[01:42.66]No one was there to hear what I thought
[01:44.79]My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid
[01:46.63]When me and my father fought
[01:48.69]Yeah
[01:49.18]I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce
[01:51.86]But it's what the doctor gave me
[01:53.37]Rehab patient with a pen and some paper
[01:55.04]Mm
[01:55.26]This psychiatrist keeps evaluating
[01:57.13]How can I live with the fact
[01:58.35]That my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby
[02:00.87]I don't got no one to turn to
[02:02.34]'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me
[02:05.13]Searchin' for someone to tell me who I really am
[02:07.27]I don't know when I look in the mirror
[02:08.96]Constantly dreadin' the day
[02:10.21]That the audience might not be screaming for me anymore
[02:12.65]The feeling of dying alone
[02:13.94]And not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear
[02:16.52]Kiss the person that I love
[02:17.74]As if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door
[02:22.18]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:25.10]Feelin' like
[02:26.03]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
[02:29.73]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:33.53]I'm comin' back don't let me go
[02:36.66]Mm
[02:37.45]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:40.23]Mm
[02:41.09]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
[02:43.93]Mm
[02:44.89]I'm comin' back just let me go
[02:47.69]Mm
[02:48.64]I'm comin' back don't let me go