casual sabotage (Explicit)

[00:00.23]YUNGBLUD - casual sabotage (Explicit)
[00:01.38]Written by：Matt Schwartz、YUNGBLUD
[00:03.10]Composed by：Matt Schwartz、Dominic Harrison
[00:20.48]Hiding here in camouflage
[00:23.89]When they said that they want me
[00:25.71]You love me you need me
[00:29.28]Call it casual sabotage
[00:32.92]You think that it's easy
[00:35.76]I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
[00:40.29]'Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
[00:44.72]I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
[00:49.41]I don't understand this on my own
[00:55.40]I'm just a messed up kid
[01:00.09]With sewn up lips
[01:04.33]I can't take this sh*t
[01:08.86]I need to exist
[01:14.16]Sick of staring at my watch
[01:17.83]I can't tell if it's morning or midday or evening
[01:22.92]The pressure got my head in knots
[01:26.69]I don't always deceive it
[01:29.74]I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
[01:34.12]'Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
[01:38.60]I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
[01:43.34]I don't understand this on my own
[01:47.10]I don't understand this on my own
[01:49.23]I'm just a messed up kid
[01:53.98]With sewn up lips
[01:58.21]I can't take this sh*t
[02:02.62]I need to exist
[02:07.60]Burn me down till we're nothing but enemies
[02:16.84]And shut me out till we're nothing but friends
[02:26.15]Burn me out till we're nothing but enemies enemies enemies
[02:34.85]And shut me out till we're nothing but friends friends
[02:43.15]I'm just a messed up kid I won't ever hide alone
[02:47.96]With sewn up lips she took my heart and cut it out
[02:52.36]I can't take this sh*t breaking for the two of us
[02:56.89]I need to exist broken until there's only dust