Scared 2 Be Lonely (Explicit)

[00:00.10]red 2 Be Lonely (Explicit) - Lil Tjay
[00:00.20]Lyrics by：Lil Tjay/Florian Thi Nguyen Van/Fedor Sommerfeld/Daniel Way/Georgia Boyden
[00:00.30]Composed by：Lil Tjay/Florian Thi Nguyen Van/Fedor Sommerfeld/Daniel Way/Georgia Boyden
[00:00.40]Produced by：VVS Melody/Way9/Geovocals/F.A.S. Beats
[00:00.68]Too many lonely days
[00:02.53]Too many solo nights
[00:04.63]I'll be back in your arms at midnight
[00:09.31]Hold me 'cause I'm scared to be lonely
[00:16.44]Strapped up but I know how to fight
[00:18.39]Trauma kid but future lookin' bright
[00:19.89]Runnin' over stackin' different heights
[00:21.65]I ain't gon' let them take me out tonight
[00:23.53]In the stu' I'm working 'cause I'm paid
[00:25.37]Tryna fill these millions I made
[00:27.13]Phone ringin' ******wanna talk
[00:29.07]I ain't picked that **** up for some days
[00:30.96]Dead broke nigga I come from rags
[00:32.85]Sorry if I'm shinin' guess you're mad
[00:34.59]******got no motion **** be sad
[00:36.45]So they say I'm cocky when I brag
[00:38.36]I was low low down bad
[00:40.03]Went to school no money 'bout to crash
[00:41.98]Turn this **** to something was a task
[00:43.77]Now you look at me and see the glass
[00:45.77]Foreign V's hoppin' out the whip
[00:47.57]Remember me and Lola hopping cabs
[00:49.43]Just smokin' thinkin' 'bout my life
[00:51.26]Why the good go so fast
[00:53.12]Why would God save my life
[00:55.04]He know all my secrets from the past
[00:56.83]Thinkin' 'bout the **** I been through
[00:58.66]I ain't prolly come out so bad
[01:00.37]Strapped up but I know how to fight
[01:02.25]Trauma kid but future lookin' bright
[01:04.19]Runnin' over stackin' different heights
[01:05.93]I ain't gon' let them take me out tonight
[01:07.69]In the stu' I'm working 'cause I'm paid
[01:09.66]Tryna fill these millions I made
[01:11.46]Phone ringin' ******wanna talk
[01:13.36]I ain't picked that **** up for some
[01:14.78]So many times I could've died
[01:19.33]I don't be playin' no lie
[01:21.28]But won't deny something saved me
[01:24.43]Something saved me
[01:26.23]God oh why
[01:30.11]Grind mode that be always
[01:31.71]I'm just trynna give myself a raise
[01:33.67]Life's hard I be makin' plays
[01:35.45]Like I'm tryna figure out a maze
[01:37.27]Found a heart it was never alright
[01:39.15]Trauma on my mental won't fade
[01:40.99]Shot seven times no grave
[01:42.87]We done put some ******in the
[01:44.72]I can show a nigga how to act
[01:46.62]40 cal teachin' how to behave
[01:48.43]I come from a city if you lack
[01:50.27]You must watch your **** up on the page
[01:52.03]Lotta **** can't say up in these raps
[01:53.98]Know I'm different I just got my ways
[01:55.79]**** on my mental so I blaze
[01:57.71]Free my ******sittin' in the cage
[01:59.62]Strapped up but I know how to fight
[02:01.27]Trauma kid but future lookin' bright
[02:03.20]Runnin' over stackin' different heights
[02:05.05]I ain't gon' let them take me out tonight
[02:06.90]In the stu' I'm working 'cause I'm paid
[02:08.77]Tryna fill these millions I made
[02:10.53]Phone ringin' ******wanna talk
[02:12.34]I ain't picked that **** up for some
[02:13.72]So many times I could've died
[02:18.29]I don't be playin' no lie
[02:20.30]But won't deny something saved me
[02:23.49]Something saved me
[02:25.36]God oh why
[02:44.49]In know quick time
[02:46.03]Close sometimes like herself
[02:51.48]Too many holds lives I don't