Ringside

[00:03.77]Beat myself until I'm bloody
[00:09.89]And I'll give you a ringside seat
[00:17.40]You say that it's embarrassing
[00:24.89]I'm sorry that you had to see me like that
[00:33.81]So you can either watch me drown
[00:49.02]Or try to save me while I drag you down
[00:54.80]Well I want to fix it but I don't know how
[01:01.56]It isn't fair to make you wait around
[01:11.91]While all your friends are goin' out
[01:19.16]So Jesus can you help me now
[01:24.84]Trade me in, for a briar crown
[01:33.58]Is there anybody coming back for me
[01:39.38]If they ever were, they are not now
[01:48.23]So what's there left to talk about
[01:55.90]I'm holding on
[01:58.48]Just like a scratch off ticket how
[02:04.68]I dig my nails into your skin
[02:09.89]Honey, I'm not stupid
[02:15.08]I know no one wins this kind of thing
[02:22.32]It's just another way to kill an hour
[02:27.58]Wishing I were different
[02:33.41]Nobody deserves a second chance
[02:39.09]But honey I keep getting them
[02:48.27]Like a scratch off ticket how
[03:17.32]I dig my nails into my skin
[03:23.44]Honey, I'm not stupid
[03:28.81]I know no one wins this kind of thing
[03:35.05]It's just another way to kill an hour
[03:41.15]Wishing I were different
[03:46.33]Nobody deserves a second chance
[03:52.47]But I keep getting them