this is me trying (the long pond studio sessions)

[00:00.000] 作词 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
[00:47.347]I've been having a hard time adjusting
[00:50.616]I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
[00:53.894]I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
[00:57.428]I have a lot of regrets about that
[01:01.176]Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
[01:04.561]Could've followed my fears all the way down
[01:08.093]And maybe I don't quite know what to say
[01:11.221]But I'm here in your doorway
[01:13.487]I just wanted you to know
[01:16.497]That this is me trying
[01:20.200]I just wanted you to know
[01:23.547]That this is me trying
[01:43.087]They told me all of my cages were mental
[01:46.895]So I got wasted like all my potential
[01:50.435]And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
[01:54.054]I have a lot of regrets about that
[01:57.410]I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
[02:01.470]Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
[02:04.822]Pourin' out my heart to a stranger
[02:07.819]But I didn't pour the whiskey
[02:10.044]I just wanted you to know
[02:13.003]That this is me trying
[02:16.706]I just wanted you to know
[02:19.976]That this is me trying
[02:24.206]At least I'm trying
[02:39.474]And it's hard to be at a party
[02:42.016]When I feel like an open wound
[02:43.920]It's hard to be anywhere these days
[02:45.823]When all I want is you
[02:47.305]You're a flashback in a film reel
[02:49.169]On the one screen in my town
[02:51.967]And I just wanted you to know
[02:55.340]That this is me trying
[02:59.205]I just wanted you to know
[03:02.321]That this is me trying
[03:06.552]At least I'm trying