Eminem Speaks

[00:00.00]Juice WRLD - Eminem Speaks (Explicit)
[00:00.85]Lyrics by:Jarad Higgins、Marshall Mathers
[00:00.85]Composed by:Jarad Higgins、Marshall Mathers
[00:00.85]Eminem:
[00:00.85]I think once I took my first Vicodin
[00:02.52]It was just like
[00:03.23]This feeling of Ahh
[00:06.03]You know
[00:06.49]Like everything was not only mellow
[00:08.61]But didn't feel any pain
[00:10.68]It just didn't
[00:11.64]It just kind of numbed things
[00:13.06]I don't know at what point exactly it started to be a problem
[00:17.16]I just remember likin' it more and more
[00:20.35]People try to tell me that I had a problem
[00:22.83]I would say
[00:23.54]Get that f**kin' person out of here
[00:24.91]I can't believe they said that's**t to me
[00:26.33]They know nothing about my f**kin' life
[00:27.59]Are they out of their f**kin' mind
[00:29.46]I'm not out there shootin' h****n
[00:30.53]I'm not out there f**kin'
[00:31.92]You know
[00:32.78]Puttin' coke up my nose
[00:33.79]I'm not smokin' crack
[00:34.80]You're struggling with the argument of Do you have a problem
[00:38.90]Or do you not have a problem
[00:40.01]Can you control it
[00:40.73]Or can you not
[00:41.69]And I literally thought I could control it
[00:43.81]You're taking things that people are giving you that
[00:46.57]You don't even know what the f**k they are
[00:48.44]They look like a pill
[00:49.86]And they look they're shaped like something that you take
[00:53.84]So you take it
[00:55.36]You know
[00:56.37]Xanax
[00:57.08]Valium
[00:57.69]Tomato-tomato
[00:59.16]You know what I mean
[01:00.01]It's th-the same thing
[01:01.13]It's all in the same family
[01:02.19]F**k it
[01:02.70]Take it
[01:03.20]Had I had gotten to the hospital about two hours later
[01:06.71]I would've died
[01:07.82]My organs were shutting down
[01:09.34]My liver kidneys everything
[01:10.76]They were gonna have to put me on dialysis
[01:12.33]They didn't think I was gonna make it
[01:13.75]My bottom was gonna be death
[01:15.77]Within a month
[01:17.17]I had relapsed
[01:18.79]And shot right back up
[01:20.20]To the same amount of pills that I was taking
[01:22.27]I remember just walking around my house
[01:23.91]And thinking every single day
[01:25.68]Like I'm gonna f**king die
[01:28.34]Like I'm I'm looking at my kids
[01:29.60]And I need to be here for this
[01:31.38]Coming off of everything
[01:32.59]I literally was up twenty-four hours a day
[01:34.61]For three weeks straight
[01:36.57]And I mean not sleeping
[01:39.86]Not even nodding off for a f**king minute
[01:42.34]Like I was literally just up
[01:43.92]Like looking at the TV
[01:46.70]I had to regain motor skills
[01:48.62]I had to regain talking skills
[01:50.60]It's been a-a learning process
[01:52.57]Like It's been I'm growing
[01:54.95]I just couldn't believe
[01:55.63]That anybody could ever be naturally happy
[01:58.18]Or naturally function
[01:59.14]Or be just enjoying life in general
[02:01.27]Without being on something
[02:04.01]So I would say that t-to anybody
[02:05.73]That i-it does get better
[02:08.00]You know
[02:08.71]It just it does
Juice WRLD - Eminem Speaks (Explicit)
Lyrics by:Jarad Higgins、Marshall Mathers
Composed by:Jarad Higgins、Marshall Mathers
Eminem:
I think once I took my first Vicodin
It was just like
This feeling of Ahh
You know
Like everything was not only mellow
But didn't feel any pain
It just didn't
It just kind of numbed things
I don't know at what point exactly it started to be a problem
I just remember likin' it more and more
People try to tell me that I had a problem
I would say
Get that f**kin' person out of here
I can't believe they said that's**t to me
They know nothing about my f**kin' life
Are they out of their f**kin' mind
I'm not out there shootin' h****n
I'm not out there f**kin'
You know
Puttin' coke up my nose
I'm not smokin' crack
You're struggling with the argument of Do you have a problem
Or do you not have a problem
Can you control it
Or can you not
And I literally thought I could control it
You're taking things that people are giving you that
You don't even know what the f**k they are
They look like a pill
And they look they're shaped like something that you take
So you take it
You know
Xanax
Valium
Tomato-tomato
You know what I mean
It's th-the same thing
It's all in the same family
F**k it
Take it
Had I had gotten to the hospital about two hours later
I would've died
My organs were shutting down
My liver kidneys everything
They were gonna have to put me on dialysis
They didn't think I was gonna make it
My bottom was gonna be death
Within a month
I had relapsed
And shot right back up
To the same amount of pills that I was taking
I remember just walking around my house
And thinking every single day
Like I'm gonna f**king die
Like I'm I'm looking at my kids
And I need to be here for this
Coming off of everything
I literally was up twenty-four hours a day
For three weeks straight
And I mean not sleeping
Not even nodding off for a f**king minute
Like I was literally just up
Like looking at the TV
I had to regain motor skills
I had to regain talking skills
It's been a-a learning process
Like It's been I'm growing
I just couldn't believe
That anybody could ever be naturally happy
Or naturally function
Or be just enjoying life in general
Without being on something
So I would say that t-to anybody
That i-it does get better
You know
It just it does